I have been alive on this planet for 30 whole years. No, it is not my birthday today (that is in September). It’s just that the number thirty has been on my mind a lot lately. In the last decade of my life I’ve moved to a new a city, gone on a three-month road trip with my dog, Jack. I met my handsome, loving husband and we gave birth to a wild, hilarious little boy named Sawyer Grey.
I started an online business that turned into a local small business. I found my tribe. Fell in love with a new city – shout out to #Ennis, Tx! Became involved in the community. Bought a house in the country. Became a chicken farmer and have supported 100s, maybe 1000s of women in finding love for who they are in various ways.
So much of what has transpired were things that I dreamed up.
Things that I had motivations and desires for. Experiences I longed to attained. It’s true that we just need to practice patience in the process of receiving. It all comes. It all finds us. We often just “haven’t given ourselves enough time”, as Gary Vaynerchuk and Tony Robbins would say.
As I look out on the next decade, I have some things I’d like to see come into fruition, of course. But more than that, I desire to be guided by Source in all ways. I want to know what God has in store for me. I want to know what Spirit sees as possible for my life. I want to open up to experience more compassion, love, and forgiveness. I want to release harsh judgments and opinions. I want to keep my eyes and energy focused on the life I am creating. I want to be guided to those who need me most and show up without question or fear that I will be losing something or disrupted in the process.
I want God to show me the way and I will follow.
There are some really juicy dreams I have conjured on my own and they have come into existence beautifully. But there is nothing as profound as the sincere miraculous happening of something placed before us, not because we chose it, but because it chose us.
God, I know you can hear me. I am willing to do the work. Please show me the way.
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